Crossposted from my EchoDitto Blog
As much as I love computers, and the internet, and our ever-impressive technologies (as you may have deduced from my last post), I’m actually more of a nature-loving hippie than you’d think (and no, the two are definitely not incompatible). A few years ago I spent two consecutive summers at Tanager Lodge Summer Camp – a wilderness camp for children ages 5-15 – where your living quarters are tents, your shower is the lake, and your entertainment revolves around the natural surroundings. We canoed, hiked, went fishing, cooked outdoors, chased after chipmunks, and so on. Now of course it wasn’t all fun and games. As a counselor I was in charge of certain activities as well as taking charge of my tent group — 4 twelve-year-old girls. But the essence of the camp, the reason we were all there, was to learn more about nature, to learn to live with it, and to gain an even greater respect for our environment.
So, why am I writing about this? Well, if you have read Terrance’s most recent post you would know that this Saturday was Shutdown day, essentially 24hrs of refraining from using the computer. Putting aside the purpose of this particular campaign, when our own Michael Silberman first sent an email alerting the team to this day, I thought, “Well, that’s a great idea! But, I know I have work to do this weekend, and I’d rather not work on Sunday.” Sorry folks, it’s just a fact. But then I thought, “Why do I need someone else to challenge me? I can do this any day I choose!” So I made a deal with myself – I’d forget their challenge and make my own. I’d complete all of my work on Saturday, and turn my computer off all day Sunday. Easy, right?
Ah, but not so! It’s amazing to me that two or three years ago I did not even think twice about cutting myself off from civilization for three months. In fact, I relished in the opportunity to do so. Even being the cigarette smoker I am, I was able to quit cold turkey the moment I stepped foot off of the boat and onto that little peninsula because in that setting it just did not seem right. But for one day, this weekend, I couldn’t even shut my computer down for a day. I did not make it. I found myself frantic at 2pm. My phone had buzzed, meaning I had received an email. I know this particular challenge was to not use the computer, but I definitely felt I would be cheating if I checked my email via phone. So an hour went by, and another hour. Finally at 4pm I couldn’t take it. I checked my phone; I turned on my computer and checked my email, returned emails, got notes ready for work the next day. I looked at my blog (shameless plug right here) and blog stats, clicked around on my blogroll. I had failed the challenge. But I didn’t consider it a big deal.
What struck me the most about EchoDitto before joining the team was the number of folks who love to hike, ski, play Frisbee, and just generally enjoy the outdoors. All of us spend (easily) over 10-12 hours a day in front of a computer, so it seems a bit contradictory that most (if not all) of us are avid nature-geeks as well. But it’s true! I know it to be a fact, and if you don’t believe me just take one look at some of our clients (past and present) – Greenpeace UK, Defenders of Wildlife, and Seventh Generation and their blog The Inspired Protagonist (just to name a few). When asked if they participated in Shutdown day, most here at EchoDitto just said “no.” Three members of the ED team participated, “but not on purpose.” One of us said, “heck no, are you kidding?” (not exactly in those words but you get the idea). One of us had our computer on but only to use it as a DVD player, and one attested, “I’ve done days without computer access before – they’re terrible!”
I’m not attempting to “out” EchoDitto here, not at all. Upon looking at the shutdown day site today, the top thing people did on Shutdown day was: “I used my computer.” 19 more people “used their computers”, as well as 12 who tagged “use la computadora.” 28 people tagged “this is stupid,” another 35 said they did “nothing.” Now the campaign itself wasn’t entirely inspiring & perhaps there wasn’t enough information out there for why turning off your computer for a day would be a good thing (and there wasn’t, really), but I still had hope that most people would not question it, that most would love any opportunity to get away from the computer and do something else.
But most used their computers, and those who didn’t did mostly nothing, or partied, or “browsed engaget” or “watched TV.” I had made the decision to disregard the campaign and just challenge myself. And I thought that since I had made a conscious effort to participate that it would come easily. I doubted I would even really want to use my computer, but I did want to, I did use it, all the while providing endless excuses to myself for doing so. And when I wasn’t breaking the rules by using my computer, I was mostly doing nothing – cleaning my apartment, reading a book, or just sitting on my futon.
So what’s the point of all this? Well, I don’t know about everyone else, but I’m ready to admit I have a problem. When you find that turning off your computer for 6 hours is difficult, it’s time to go hug a tree – go rock climbing, or just go sit in the grass outside and stare up at the sky for a while. Sure, blogs will be updated, news will happen, you might even miss something (god forbid!), but no one will ever be able to describe the feeling you get while laying in the grass on a beautiful Sunday afternoon, feeling the wind tickle your feet as clouds drift by above. No one will ever be able to accurately portray, on a blog, the smell of mountain air.